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Sorry

For being so depressing in my last post.
I'm over that now.
Hey, life's not amazing.
But I'm going to be positive about it.
Last weekend was fun.
Had my cousin from Australia here visiting.
We stayed up till 5 watching movies. (:
Lateeeer.

I'm going back to once-in-a while posts.

After high school has started, I haven't had enough time to currently update my blog.

I'm come to a conclusion. High school sucks.
Probably one of the worst years of my life.
It just HAS to get better.
It can't be this horrible for 3 more years.
In this one year, I've decided that I trust no one.
My best friend that I can always go to is now just a friend.
I don't have anyone to go to.
Which is what I really need.
I have barely any classes with people I care about.
I am getting bad grades in school.
I am losing everyone.
People are starting to realize how lame I am.
It's not fun.

I was sick today:[

So I wrote a poem. [:

The benumbing, bitter, one-dog night
brought chills to even those inviolable at home,
adjacent to their high-class fire places and heaters.
But when you’ve no where to live or go,
You have got to stay out side
Letting the brisk air nip at you after hours.
The homeless, the wandering.
I came across one of these brave souls.
Although bundled on the floor, dressed in rag,
his aura gave off no fear or anxiety.
His big brown eyes were filled with hope.
I felt my heart begin to melt at the mere sight.
He didn’t ask for money.
No, he was much to dignified to do that.
Once our eyes met, I smiled.
He looked taken aback at first,
obviously he wasn’t used to any sort of acknowledgement,
But then he politely smiled, and tipped his hat.
That day hadn’t been the best day for me,
But seeing this poor man made me feel self-indulgent.
The fellow noticed how unhappy I looked.
He stood up and walked over to me.
And handed me a rose.
A rose he’d been selling to afford a meal or shelter.
“You have a nice night, ma’am.”
And then he walked away.

El dia de la semana?

Spanish homework is lame. D:

Hah. I hope I don't fail my test.
Sorry for not being so awesome and posting more blog posts.

Erm... HAY. I think ill make a poetry blog as weell.
Ill inform you if i do.

Hi everyone.
Haven't made a post in a while.
Been busy in highschool.
It's a little different.
Still technically the same.
Just bigger.
Well i'll try to start posting daily again.
If I can.

Juliette is sick.
Not well.
At all.
:(

And Juliette starts school THIS THURSDAY.
Juliette hopes shes better by then.

I'M HOME!

!!!

Back from "Jew Camp"(:
I had a great time.
Made a lot of new friends.
I love them all.
But now I'm back and happy.

Packing.

For two weeks.
I'm going to Jew camp.
Leaving on Wednesday.
And I can't garentee any blog posts until then.
And when camp starts I can garentee NO blogposts.
So, i'll try my hardest to blog until wednesday.
And then see you in 2 weeks<3

I want new friends!

Yes. Hai.
I want new friends.
All my old ones are mean.
And they don't care.
I want friends who act like friends.
I want friends who don't do unfriendly things and then act like nothings wrong.
Yes. That would be nice.
Kbai.

An epiphany

I don't need anyone to make it in life.
I'm doing fine all on my own.
Friends? They aren't really your entire life.
Just a part of it.
Family is forever.
Sometimes friends can be like family.
Not exactly family,
But those are the only people worth trying for.
Everyone else is just there.
People come and go, faces pass us,
and all we can do is suck it up and movie on.
And, I can.
:)

Today-cousins from montana are coming over:D Then im going to a Jobros concert.xD

Damn.

Missed a post again!!
Oh well.

I was at Haylee's house yesterday.
And a little before that, I was at this fair that I havent been to for 2 years.
REALLY fun day.

And today, I've been with sara.
And we're going to see the proposal in an hour.

Really fun day(:

Went to the Janns.
With Jeremy, Eastons, Amy, Stefan, and Colin(sp?).
It was pretty fun.
Went on the roof and found string cheese.
And went into toys r us. Cuz we're cool cats.
Then I went to Diana's house. We had alotta fun.
Even though she thinks I was bored. Lol.
I wasn't!! I shhhwear.
We took some hardcore&legit pictures.
And hung out in her park outside her house.
Jammmm times. :)

Mood: Paranoid?

I'm becoming more and more paranoid that I'm going to lose all my friends.
And since it's already happened recently, it's even worse.
I get this feeling that people act like they like me when they don't.
I'm really hoping it's just my imagination.
Because sometime or another I'm going to have to find out.

Yesterday we ended up not going to the beach.
But thats ok because it was fun anyways.
Anddd we watched the 6th sense.
Today, we went to the beach.
It was cold but still worth going in the water.
I feel lame because it's summer and i've only been to the beach twice.

Sorry for missing a post

I know it's like 1:50 in the morning.
But I've been busy all day so I never got a chance to post yesterday.
So, I'll do one for yesterday and today.

Yesterday, I went to Katerinas house.
We were having a swim/dinner/happy birthday thing.
Everyone had a birthday since labor day besides Liv.
Fun day!

Today, I'm up late with Olivia.
Tomorrow we're going the beach.
So we better rest up, or we'll be dead.
I also have a very uncomfortable itch.
In a very uncomfortable place. lol.

Cousins reunite!

Today, I'm going to see my cousin, Olivia.
Haven't seen her for a while so that should be fun.(:
We'll probably go to the beach or something.
Well, now I have to clean my friggen' room. Ugh.
Byebye.

Replacement?

I feel like I'm being replaced.
By everyone who was once my best friend.
Everyone's moved on, but I'm the only one who hasn't..
I have a feeling I'll have a totes different group of friends in HS.
If I have any at all :P

Awkward.

Where did the word awkward go?
It's still pretty epic if you ask me.
Like, nothing is awkward.
Someone could walk up to you and be like "SEX."
And everyone's just like.."whatever."
Nothings awkward anymore. 0.o

In addition,

I'm keeping my first post to prove I had a blogger wayyyyyyyyyy before all of you people copying me.:D
And ive had mine since 6th grade. Ask taylor. XD
http://www.thisismypublicdiary.blogspot.com/ <-- there it is. DON'T READ IT THOUGH. ITS SO LAME AND EMBARRESSING.

New twist.

I'm going to start writing daily posts.
No more of that giant long every once in a while stuff.
:) SOOOO, I'm deleting all my old posts.
Like, a short blog:D
KAYTHXBAI. :D

Illnesses

Well, I'm not really sure what's been wrong with me for the past few days. I've have a soar throat to the point where I couldn't talk, and I have a cold-like thing. Ever since my bat mitzvah I've been getting really sick a lot. Right now, I'm really tired. Yesterday I got like... 5 hours of sleep. It sucks because I just was getting better and as you can bet, that didn't help at all. I really hate random friend requests on myspace. Lately i've been getting them alot. I don't want to add a random stalker from POLAND. I mean, Jeez. Hahha. Well, hopefully I'll finish my homework tomorrow and be able to do something with my life. HOPEFULLY. I really hate the word hopefully. It means that the chances are so slight I need to HOPE for it. And, that sucks. I wish my parents would let me do more things with my friends. But what are you going to do? Two strict parents + bad grades = no life. I guess I sort of deserve it. I was stupid enough to not try in school. Blehhh, I feel like screaming but I can't because "I have no voice." It's really funny to hear me trying to sing. Or so my brother says. He's such an ass, but thats okay because he's catching it AND about to go through puberty so we'll see who's laughing in the end. Well, enough for today.

I loveeeee eating muffins,
Juliette